Yay Wii!

So I was over at Nichole's yesterday and I sooo played with her Wii (ha XD)  Damn that thing is fun. I didn't think it would be, but it's really nice. Then we went ice skating, that was really fun too! But, sadly enough, now my upper shoulder hurts, aaand I have a giant scrape on my knee from falling on the ice (not once, but twice).

Oh, and can you believe the shit that the DMV is closed untilk the 3rd??? I wanted to get my license BEFORE exams so I could leave right after. Damn DMV.....ahhh

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I really miss my boyfriend. He hasn't called me in like 2 days and the last time he did he all of a sudden had to go really fast...and I won't even go into my present he sent me...

So, I'm pretty much down in the dumps, maybe I'll go over to Nichole's again and play some more....

Blah blah presents blah blah

haha yeah so another non-blog streak. I was busy with school and shit. Gaaahhh I hate it.

Hate it

Hate it

Hate it.

And the worst part is I have like all D's now thanks to some damn study island thing, stupid ass useless homework, aaaannd...a lazy english teacher who doesn't put in grades until the last minute.

But the very worst part of everything is both my mom and I are probably the biggest Anti-school...ists...you'll ever meet. And guess what she says? She says just to blend into the crowd and pretend you have all A's like the goody-two-shoes and the nerds, and when asked if you studied say "Zomg yaaahhh like for 3 hourzzz" *eye rolly*

I guess it would be easier, but I have a right to voice my opinion, right? When others do, like "I really want to get into this college and have SUCCESS (zomg) yaaaayy and I cajn't wait to study and learn!"

Feh. Nerds.

Anyways, It's Christmas, I'm waiting for someone to come in and tell me we're going to open up presents...seems like the time gets later each year, and it might be me, but does anyone else think that Christmas just feels like another day?

WOW. Not blogged in FOREVER.

Like the title says, sheesh. Lots of news. Might get to it a little later though.My wrist is killing me, my dad says it's a ligament(sp?) problem. So I have a wrap on it and he's going to take me in to see my doc because it hurts reaaaalllyy bad. I shouldn't complain though, as to what happened to my grandma.

So, here's what happened. About 2 weeks ago, my grandma went up to Seville, Oh to give my aunt a birthday card. On her way back, some stupid lady stopped right in the middle of the highway and she stopped just far enough to not hit the lady. Well, some F150 plowed into the back of her Grand Am and put the trunk into the backseat!

She goes to the hospital(all this time we didn't know where she was or what had happened) and she's there for four hours by herself. The guy says she has a broken arm and a torn tendon in her leg and that she would be fine. Well, she wasn't. Now she's at Edwin Shaw rehab center getting the proper care. She had broken her arm up at her shoulder, her wrist, her leg, her collar bone, and her was bruised everywhere. Plus, you know how there is supposed to be space between your leg bone and your knee cap? Well the impact completely crushed that part and there is no space at all.

But, the good news is though, her spirits are high and she's getting better everyday!

Oh, and, my bookbag was stolen! Right out of my own van! AT MY HOUSE! And I know my sister and those disgusting kids next door took it. Because it was IN THEIR YARD, under a bush and completely soaked(it had rained the whole week) PLUS, my calculator was stolen out of it. My TI-84 PLUS Silver Edition calculator!!! Ugh I am sooo mad, those people are idiots. I'll get it back though, watch I'll get it back....*sigh*...

I'm sick of typing, lol. I'll update later.

~did I ever let on how full of hate I am?~

So I sat down today to read some of the book I chose to read for the damn summer reading thing they used to make the smart ass kids do. Well, now we have to do it and I ain't reading no damn books about appreciating life or whatever shit they're about, so I picked some stupid book called "Staying Fat for Sara Byrnes".

I just landed chapter 3.

G** damnit this book sucks major ASS.

Why do I care about some guy on a swim team!? I swear there is like a whole chapter about laps and time he has to do to challenge himself.

FUCK!

SHIT!

Sorry for the extremem language but I haven't been able to cuss freely in over month. Not to mention the stress and AGH!

But, it's okay, I just breathe...and...try to find spark notes on the freaking book so I don't have to read the damn thing anymore. I'm telling you it's more gay than that one candy man from the gay pride parade last year...or my brother, whichever you prefer.

Oh yeah, I have a new obsession. Matthew Lush is no longer my favorite. Jesse is. He is my hero and emblazes my heart! *lovey sigh* Oh Jesse...

(this is him)

Sooo yeeaahhh....to spark notes!

~sick Emmie =[~

So I'm sick. I don't know what I have but I'm really white, it's cold in my room but I'm sweating up a storm and I'm so weak it takes all my effort to move my eyes let alone type all this out.

So yeah I'm not feeling too good. My mom thinks I have what she had a few days ago but I think it's from all the stress lately. First off my sister treats me like crap. She invites all her friends over and tells them it's okay to treat me that way too. Now I can't walk by a little 12 year old without getting dirty looks.

It's not like I care, I mean, why do I care about how kids almost 5 years younger than me think about me? But dealing with it all the time and not blowing up is my biggest issue. I can't say one thing without my mom or my dad just telling me to cool down and they're just little kids yada yada yada...well I'm sick of it. She wears my clothes, takes my things, makes messes for me to clean up, plays her music too loud, wants to do everything I do. I'm freaking sick of it!

And I'm also sick of not having any money. I got invited by Crystelle to go to Geauga Lake on Tuesday and my mom said she has no money to give me and she's not driving me to where they're staying. They won't pick me up so I guess I don't go. Oh well.

I haven't gotten my shots in two weeks and my allergies are worse than ever. I haven't left the house other than to work at a horse farm or drive to my brother's to pick up a check.

And the worst part is I think I'm depressed =[ AGAIN.

Oh plus I have to read some stupid book for english class. They used to have you only do that if you were in the Honors English, but with this whole exellence thing...God the last thing I want to do is read a book they're gonna make me read. I hate hate hate HATE that.

I wish I had an IEP like Cody and my sisters have =[ This isn't fair, why do I have to be the normal minded one? I wish I could transfer over but it's too late now >=[  Then I wouldn't get pressured into "challenging" myself. God thats the last thing on my list of things to do. Right after attend a democratic rally on pro choice. OKay, well, maybe not that far down...

Oh yeah check out my pocket emo over in my scroll box to the right! He's awweeessoommeee.